Worn to bare threads
Hands no longer have
Energy to hold on
Numbness set in
Youth died with trust
Outcries gone unheard
Useless to fight the memories
Grand oasis of oblivion
Opens up to swallow me alive as
Tears drown out any hope
November bore a curse upon this world
Outcast from the start
The things that make one human...missing
Hidden beneath a layer of mistrust
Indignation brewed beneath the surface
Night after wretched night
Grabbing hold like a demonic vice
Yearning for release
Out numbered and overthrown
Ugly scar upon the face of humanity
Grasping for hope
Only to slide back down
The floor of that dark pit awaits
Numbness sought with every prick of the skin
Only to crash back harder
Time waits for no man, but neither does it hurry along
Hope flickers like a dying flame
Indignation rotting away at the core
Nothing seems to matter
Giving up and giving in
Time wont heal some wounds
Oblivion's kiss the only relief
Life has run it's course
Outlived its usefulness
Scared and bruised my being and finally
Eviscerated my will to remain